I am not ever completely independent. My awesome self is only visible to those who choose to see me under my heavy blanket of dependency. I feel frustrated and mad because I want everyone to know my awesome self. My want is freedom from the blanket that hides my real being from most of the unseeing of minds’ world. My output creates unfair judgment of my mind but I make no excuses. I don’t blame others for my actions. My wish is to act the way I want to be perceived someday.